I have a Dream or just another Illusion

I have dream to be your God. I have a dream to become your God and save the world. Your God is not my God, I do not believe in your God, I cannot say my God, I say your God.
I have a dream to be your God, only for a week or two, and listen to all your prayers and listen to all your prayers for forgiveness.

I have a dream to be your God and try to make you not abuse your God’s name for your own personal benefit. You do not need to pray for more of what you already have. I have a dream to be your God and teach you the difference between right and wrong, between good and bad, between hell and heaven, between killing and punishment, between revenge and forgiveness, how to live a good life with true principles and a life where you do not need to pray for forgiveness again and again and again.

I have a dream to be your God and teach you not to ask for forgiveness and not to say thank you for being blessed by your God when so many other people are being killed in the name of the your God.

I have a dream to be your God and teach you how to care more for other people and not so much for yourself and teach you how stop your greed.
I have a dream to be your God and listen to your prayers and correct you when you abuse your God’s name in wars. I have a dream to be your God and not tell you, not even in your dream, to start bombing another nation and her people. I have a dream to be your God and tell you that there is no mass destruction weapons, before you start a war, so that you do not need to start a war.

I have a dream to be your God and explain to you that your neighbors or your neighbors in another country, who also believe in your God even if your neighbors worship another religion, are good people. You believe in the same God and you kill your neighbor in the name of the same God as your neighbor and your neighbor’s God. Your God will tell you not to kill your neighbor because your neighbor also believes in the same God.

Your God is a strange God or may be you make your God look like a strange and evil God. Your God is probably not a strange and evil God so why do you make your God so strange and evil. Why would your God make you kill for your own benefit and faith?
No, your God will not do that. Your God is probably a good God. If your God is not a good God, your God is probably not a God.

But what makes you believe that your God wants you to commit suicide and kill hundreds of innocent people and then welcome you to paradise?
What makes you believe that your God wants you to kill other people because they do not believe in your God?
What makes you believe that your God wants you to kill people not sharing your faith?

I have a dream to be your God and tell your leaders not to abuse your God for their own benefit. I will command your leaders not to mislead you into despair and mistrust.
I have a dream to be your God so I can command all of your leaders to stop all the wars in the name of your God.

I will tell your leaders that there is no promised land and no selected people.

I will tell your leaders and the people that holy books are made by people who just want to control you and your life for their own benefit.
Holy books are all made by people who will use it against you.
Your God will never stand up for holy books. Your God is a good God.
Your God will never scare you and frighten you or threaten you with an eternal life in hell. Your God is a good God and a good God will never send you to hell. A good God do not send your leaders to hell either.

There is no hell, hell is made up by your leaders to scare you and frighten you for their own benefit. Your God will never threaten you because your God is a good God.
Your God does not care whether you have a faith or believe in a God.  Your God does care for how you live your life here on planet earth. Your God does care for all people, rich or poor, your God will tell you to help people who do not have so much as you do. Your God will tell you to share what you have with people who do not have. Your God will tell you not to be greedy and your God is not impressed by your million dollar villa or Ferrari.

Your God is impressed if you help other people having nothing
Your God made no borders between countries
Your God is not black, white, brown or yellow. Your God is just your God and all your God ask of you is to be good and even think of other people in you prayers and in real life.

Your God says – do not pray for the hungry children
Your God says – give the hungry children food and a home
Your God says – do not pray for the disabled and other people in need
Your God says – give them medical treatment and hope
Your God says – do not pray for the poor people
Your God says – give the poor people a decent life and support them economically
Your God says – do not pray for the refugees
Your Gos says – give them shelter and a new home
Your God says – do not pray for the people at war
Your God says – do not start wars

Your God is a good God, but your God may have wrong believers

You pray for your healthy child
another You pray for the child having no food for the day
another You pray for the child to see the next morning
You pray for yourself and for your already healthy child

You pray for more good luck and success in sport
another You pray for being able to sport
another You pray for survival
You pray for more success and more happiness

You pray for more money, a bigger house and a new car
another You pray for food to survive
another You pray for the child to find hope in life
You pray for more light and hope in your life

You pray for more of all the things you already have
another You pray for just the sight of all what you have
another You pray for survival
You pray for more of what you already have

You pray for a safe bombing and a safe return
another You pray for escape
another You pray for shelter
You pray for a safe return after killing 180 innocent people with no shelter

You say your prayers to the same God as the killer says his prayers
another You say the prayers to the same God who could not rescue the poor one
another You say the prayers to the same God who gave you no shelter
You say your prayers to the same God who gave you strength and courage to kill

You say Thank you Lord for the great day.

another You say -my Lord why do you take my child away from me
another You say -my Lord why do I have no food for my child
another You say -my Lord why do they bomb my home
another you say -my Lord why do You not help us
another You say -my Lord why do they kill my baby
another You say -my Lord why do You not bless my baby
another You say -my Lord why do you take my mom and dad from me

You say Thank you Lord for the great day
I soon realize I cannot be your God  – Your God has already told you what is right or wrong.
Who is your God and what will you make of your God.
Who is your God and what will your God make of You
Your God supports You and your God helps You through hard times
Your God does not support others who need more support and help than you do
Do you pray for all the others?
Do you pray for yourself and your own happiness?
Who is your God?
Who are You?

I am not afraid of your God.
I do not believe in your God.
Your God is sad when your God listen to all your demands to have so much more of what you already have and need. Your God will tell you to share your belongings to all these people who need it more.
I am not afraid of your God and I am not afraid of You. I am only afraid of your religion and holy books and I am afraid of You when You abuse them all.

I am not more afraid of islam than christianity. I am not more afraid of catholicism than protestantism, I am not more afraid of one religion than another. I am afraid of all religions. I am afraid of all religions that can make human beings to commit the most frightening and horrible crimes on planet earth. I am afraid of the power of holy books in general. I am afraid of the power of holy books in Europe some hundred years ago, I am afraid of what people in the name of holy books and your God did in south America.

I am afraid that it can happen again, I am afraid of what is still going on in the middle east today. I am afraid of all religions. I am afraid it could happen again in my country and in other countries, I am afraid that it could happen anywhere. I am afraid it does happen again. I am afraid that nothing has changed. It all happens again. Old times, new times, modern times, modern people, people of today, people of modern times like today.
Still the same holy books. So many changes in life and history but no changes of holy books. Holy books 2000 years old, 3000 years old, still holy and still valid and still wars. You still kill in the name of your God.

What is good and what is evil
What is moral and what is unmoral
Who is good and who is evil

I hear it too often – I am good due to the fact I am religious-.
Being good has nothing to do with your religion. Being bad and evil has nothing to do with your God. Religion has no monopoly on moral and goodness.
Being good is something inside you, something inside you long before holy books were thought of. Being good has nothing to do with your faith in God.
There are good religious people as well as evil religious people. There are good non believers and evil non Believers. There are good atheists as well as evil atheists

There is however one big difference. I never hear about a war or massacre in the name of Atheism. But too often I hear about a war in the name of your God and your Religion.

What is it in your religion that makes people do what they do and did. It is not a new thing. It has nothing to do with islamic holy books or christian holy books or other holy books?
But what is it?
Obviously it is something with your religion that makes people do what they do. You cannot just ignore it and say they were no true christians or they were no true muslims. How can that be an answer? Good things in holy books shall be interpreted literally and bad and evil things shall be interpreted symbolically. How? Why?
Religion has been at war from the very beginning, killing from the very beginning, intolerance from the very beginning, falseness from the very beginning, cruelty from the very beginning. Religion is power. Why – please tell me why. Because we are only humans and do not know better?

But why then religion?

I can live a good and precious life without your God. You will probably say I cannot. Please do not tell me that you were born religious, that you were born a christian, that you were born a muslim. No, you were not. Nobody is born a christian, a muslim or religious. You were born with religious parents and that makes a big difference.
Your children are born free, in freedom, free to make their own choices in life. But not when it comes to your religion. You give your children no choice. Brainwashing starts from day one, you give them no choices. Your faith is their faith. Indoctrination and brainwashing. How can your child ever choose? Braunwashing in school and at home. You make your own schools to indoctrinate your children even more. Brainwashing. How can they ever think independently? No, they cannot and if they ever try to leave your religion when the grow up they will need help from psychiatry to escape from threats, from evil and hell. They will never ever manage to escape from it, they will live with a bad trauma for the rest of their lives.

I believe in freedom of religion, but I do not believe in freedom of indoctrination and brainwashing.
I believe in freedom of religion, but I do not believe in freedom of religion in schools behind closed doors.

I do believe in freedom of religion but it is hard for me to believe in freedom of religion when religion do not believe in it.
Yes, I do believe – or do I really believe in freedom of religion?

You are not born religious. You are being brainwashed to be religious.Your God is a good God and your God will never accept indoctrination, brainwashing and fear.
But if God is – why all this brainwashing?

Your God is an illusion, an illusion of a dream, a wishful illusion of a wishful dream of something you do not understand.
Planet earth do not need more prayers. Planet earth is full of your prayers. Planet earth needs more of humanity and kindness, not prayers. Planet earth need more food to people in need, not more prayers. Humanity and goodness and forgiveness is humanity. Your prayers will only result in new prayers.
Food, medical treatment, economical support for people in need, children in school, education, parents being able to support their families, all people who will need a little of what you already have plenty of. They do not need your prayers. You know what they need. I call it humanity and please do not dare to call it religious and please do not dare to say – before you scroll say Amen.

Knowledge and analyses. Knowledge without analyses are no knowledge . Knowledge and analyses and discussions and questions over and over again is more knowledge. How can I know without asking why?
I ask myself questions over and over again. What is and what is not. Who is and who is not. More questions and more analyses.
I do believe in science, I do believe in evolution, I do believe in answers with evidence, I do believe in scientists, I do believe in questioning even if I do not have all the answers. I find new answers everyday and I find even more questions than I had the day before.

I was nothing for billions of years
I was me only a hundred years
I will be nothing again after a hundred years
I will be nothing again for billions of years

What I do know most of is what I do not know. My biggest knowledge is to admit to myself that I do know very little. What I do not know is so much more than I know.